Time After Time (Cindy Lauper cover)- Matchbox Twenty

i can scarcely imagine how it's like to be so fundamentally outgoing. it's like your whole life is built on being with other people, but not your home. that happens the moment you gain your independence.

i've come to realise that i'm only out with my family when i have nothing else to do. i can hardly remember a time when i gave up being with my friends so that i could spend some time with my loved ones. and that's wrong because they are, after all, possibly the only people in the world who will love you forever.

perhaps that's why my mother is perpetually mad at me.

i often think i have such a great life, but the essence of it lies really lies in other people, and not myself. i may not need relationships like i need water, but i want it bad enough to live half a life of death if i don't have them.
haha. sounds a little dramatic, but that's just me, if you know me.
we are all interdependent.

I blogged @ 3:55 PM